The Hunt

I am currently out job hunting and in this recession it's proving to be quite the challenge I don't have a degree and the only thing I know alot about is Twilight. I live in a very small town. I have a job but it's degrading and I have offically lost all of my self esteam I'm trying so hard. I don't know how to continue. I want to do something that I love and I want to be happy in who I am as a person. I am afraid. I mean starting something new is always frighten I hope I can figure something out. I would love to work from home and then blog about Twilight and also I could babysit my nephews more often. I'm not sure which path to actually take so I'm just looking.